*老婆的私祕日記*
Sunday, October 31, 2004
Tml is a brand new day~
Tml will be a brand day for mi, a brand new life liao...becos i am gg attachment...haizzz...time really passed so fast my 1 week holiday like tat finish le..a bit not enough...hee hee but anyway today onwards cannot stay up late to chat wif frenz, cannot stay up late to watch tv, n some more CANNOT WAKE UP LATE LATE LIAO~YE so tao yan i wan my bed lah...duno hw thing go tml? hmmmm anyway forget abt it 1st...think of my energy my ah di 1st hee hee...today they went to some parts of Malaysia to have their signature session...aiyo feel like gg leh...too bad cant go...hee hee luckily they leaving tml le if nt i will be thinking wat are they doing tml ....but after this they are gg japan liao...Woo Woo JAPAN leh so cool...my dream place to go ...so proud of them gg japan to perform...hw i wish i can follow them n go...i dun mind being the xiao mei there help them carry things leh...wan mi hide inside the luggage i oso yuan yi....haizzz i think i dream too much liao....so sian...life without energy is so boring n boring n boring...I WAN ENERGY I WAN ENERGY!!!
[Carol]
6:46 PM
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
Sickening blogger........
Sickening blogger..was trying to publish my previous blog juz nw...damn it lah gt stuck n everything gone liao so sickening leh...everything like tat de.... anyway was saying i am going attachment next monday liao n preaparation of attachment is a money n time consuming thing~ got to buy formal clothes, got to buy wat polished covered shoes, got to buy alot n alot things... YE~~ i hate it ..I DUN WAN TO GO ATTACHMENT LAH~~wondering hw can i survive all e way to next year..haha oh ya went to cut n rebond my hair yesterday in Malaysia....another money consuming thing hahahhaa...today initially went shopping wif qi and we supposed to meet at OG at Albert Court,but ended up she called mi telling mi ENERGY will appeared live online in 15 min time....cos they went to Malaysia to promote their album....so i quickly rushed to qi hse to watch the program online...haizzzz bu kan hai hao kan le we becum crazy liao....keep shouting n shouting in front of the computer n qi sis was wondering hw cum our 2 vocies can be tat loud hahahaha anyway i finally saw my hubby ah di liao...so miss him ...we had not see each other since 12 sep which is already 1 month n 18 days liao....ah di ah ah di ni bu yao bu chu xian lah...wo hao xiang nian ni .....I WAN TO GO MALAYSIA LAH~~~i wan to go see my lao gong~~~~
[Carol]
10:25 PM
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
大海孕育的。。。
【海裡的一切都是很溫柔的。魚也溫柔﹐岩石、海草、海藻都很溫柔。。。。。。即使赤腳踩在上頭﹐也不覺得痛的沙子﹐原是岩石經過數百年淘選而成。人們所留下的尖銳玻璃彫刻﹐經過大海的懷抱後﹐也會化成一顆顆溫柔的玻璃圓球。這都是大海孕育出來的啊！】
[Carol]
11:59 PM
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
~The one who love mi had leave mi~
Many things had happened during these 2 days... My granduncle had left us this morning.Oh i still visited him in the hospital yesterday n the nurse told us that his condition was still fine but this morning...I can remember yesterday when i called him, he recongised mi and still managed to answer mi although he was so weak to even open his pair of eyes. He can hear i was calling him, he can feel i was beside him...Haizzzz although it is a cycle of birth and death, feel so pain yesterday when i saw him lying on the bed...he had lost so much weight within a few months since i last seen him. The illness had caused him so much pain but he just kept quiet and told us not to worry...Can still remember last time when i was young, he always like to buy sweets and food for mi to eat, buy alot of toys for mi...Later when i was in primary school he was gave mi pocket money whenever he visit us...He always gave mi a $50 note and to mi $50 was such a huge sum that can compare to $500 now...I always kept inside my piggy bank and dun dare to spend it away...Whenever he visit us, he always asked mi "Kah Lai, have u eaten ur meal,do you have money to spend???"etc ....haizzzzzz sad sad sad....he will always stay in my heart....
[Carol]
11:48 PM
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
A happy ending...
Woo woo finally finish my last paper already...no comment to it... dun feel like talking about it anymore since it is over anyway...well hopefully i can pass all modules this time round n which is my last round in np already... hopefully... n oso i dun wan to end up working in np as canteen helper too rite? "Carol"? hee hee...anyway will be starting on my shopping days soon...gg to prepare myself for the coming attachment programme...*pray*pray*pray....
[Carol]
2:23 AM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
I hate company law~~
Today had my claw paper...haizzz i cant finish within 2 hours!!! can only blame myself from writing so slow in e first place n i spent 45 min doing the qns 1 onli..so in the end i gt no time for my qns 3 and tat particular qns cost mi 24 marks...haizzz n also i pray hard e person who mark my paper can understand what i trying to write ...i dun mean to write so small. But the more nervous i am the smaller i write....*pray*pray*pray* tml is my last paper already which is AFA...haiz hope the paper is easy... pls dun disappoint mi anymore...is the last paper already pls give mi a good ending ba~
[Carol]
6:05 PM
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
gonna miss u guys...muackz~
[Carol]
6:46 PM
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all my best frenz in sch...
[Carol]
6:44 PM
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2 more days to go....
hey juz finished my MA2 paper juz nw...i pray hard i din made any careless mistakes again or else all my answer will be wrong...Basically e paper was fine to mi if i din make any careless mistakes but after talking to Andy, i realised everyone is having different answer!!! SHIT ...anyway still gt 2 more papers to go... how cum friday is so slow to arrive??? oh ya found another problem with blogger...duno what happened i cant press enter when i am writing my entry...ended up all my words squeeze together...HELP HELP...anyone can help mi???
[Carol]
6:18 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
My com is trying to be funny~
Damn it my com is trying to be funny for the past few days...cannot view chinese words, cannot type a single word in e blog...den duno y now can work again...STUPID~~~exam period now...juz got home after my audit 2 paper. haizzz duno what to say...teacher say e paper will be v tough so i TRY to study hard but i can onli TRY cos my mind juz dun listen to mi...cant memorise every single thing i had read...so today i ended up contributing 9 marks back to my sch for his "great"teaching for the past 4 months ...gt 4 months???anyway haizzz how do i know how the Companies Act can help auditors' independence? mi is taking audit not claw...but anyway eventually is my fault anyway for not studying hard enough... haizzz still got 3 more paper to go and that is end of my sem already...(hopefully~) den after this i cant see my friends that often liao. n oso cannot see him le... sad sad sad ... haizzzz. gonna pray hard to pass my exam... P.S ah di liu yan yesterday at xiao wo le... but a bit nt sure izzit really him??? n oso dun understand what he talking about...hahaha *blur* cos gt people go n delete the msg le ... but anyway i will assume that is e real ah di... hee hee ...ah di wo teng ni teng de hao jiu...
[Carol]
1:08 PM
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Monday, October 11, 2004
Study study and study!!!
haizzz tis few days i was staying home doing nothing but juz eat sleep watch tv n slack....omg guys i am having exam in coming friday already...die liao..hate exam hate exam i hate exam....after exam nid to go for my attachement already...a bit scare a bit worry n yet a bit excited...so many kinds of feeling mixing together....duno how e others feel? maybe i am e only 1 feeling tis way...hahaha btw guys i am going Ernst n Young for attachment....luckily gt a lot of ppl going wif u so nt tat lonely....but who knows maybe we will be ended up in different departments, turn out i am still alone again...haizzz think too much le i think...aiyo if i go attachment liao i will miss everyone de....i will definitely will~~~~oh ya posted some lyrics few days ago...are all latest songs that i like....enjoy my dears.....
[Carol]
6:46 PM
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Waiting For You
金色的舞鞋伴著音樂baby
你的眼睛是一彎深邃的湖水
忽明忽灰 掩藏著不可思議的美 讓我眩暈像在懸崖邊
誰知一睜眼就不見
Waiting for you i'm waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
為何你cinderella 留給我一望無際的思念
Waiting for you i'm waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream 牽著你不斷旋轉 一直到黑髮成了銀線
Waiting for you waiting for you 直到永遠
[Carol]
10:11 PM
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
零
從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦 寂寞 還有一些疲憊
不允許找人隨意進入我的零度空間
寧願 孤獨 懶的再去想誰
倆個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰
掙脫 過去 然後忘記一切
沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變
誰會 抓住 我的無力雙臂
怎麼 會哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰抱歉)
不會 再哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰憔悴)
走入零度空間 等到一切分裂
就算愛的危險 我們一起面對
來不及的防備 沒聽過的誓言
要我怎麼學會 多了愛的明天
走出零度空間 終於一切分裂
就算愛的很累 我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備 一切都無所謂
逃出黑暗世界 開始新的明天
新的 明天 (新的 世界)
[Carol]
8:31 PM
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