*老婆的私祕日記*
Monday, July 31, 2006
好想你~
Hi my one and only 這麼多天沒見
可是我總想起你的聲音 在我耳邊
今天心情好嗎 是否不愉快
要一切都看得開 世界沒有太壞
雖然不在你身邊 我的心有一條線 連著你 牽著你
好想你 想到願意相信 我就閉上了眼睛 你在這裡
別忘記 我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你
不要忘了吃飯 不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候 一定要往前看
其實我真的很快樂 有你一直守候
一直走到了以後都挽著你的手
雖然不在你身邊 但我在你心裡面 我願意 等著你
我好想你 想到不能呼吸 想到全身沒力氣 沒有關係
你別忘記 我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你
我一直在這裡 不要忘了我有多麼 愛你
[Carol]
10:50 PM
我是泉的頭號粉絲！
*I miss you*
Boring monday again...Nvm is ending in 1+ hour time and here comes Tuesday, 4 more days to weekend...hahaha...Feel like when i start working i always look forward to Friday and weekend...Monday go back office is to count down the next weekend, even my colleagues also buay tahan mi already~ hahaha
Was doing my bidding juz nw...Stupid mi or i shld say lazy mi, din make an effort to go find out properly which requirement i need to fulfill and when is the lectures time to see whether it crashes with my core...In e end, i no nid to take any UE and when i want to take another exposure, i find out those i wanted de lecture time all crash with my core...Shit...In e end i bid for another core module when actually they can pre allocate to mi..Now i'm wasting my point to bid it....Damn it....Angry myself....Argh~ I really dun like to bid at all...n i dun like to mention it at all...hahaha~
Anyway, school starting in 2 weeks time which mean i'm going to stop working soon...Hahaha i'm so hardworking cos my last day is 11 aug n my sch is starting on 14 aug...hopefully there is no lec on Monday which mean my school term start on 15 aug...1 day later...Better than nothing...Lol...
Miss him very much now...Wondering what he is doing nw...
*
我搞不懂 我們到底怎?了
我想不透 我們的愛怎?了*
Really duno what happened le....Feel so sad and lost and i duno how to handle and what i can do nothing now but to wait for you...
I cherish this relationship alot and i do hope you are feeling the same as well...Maybe you need time to think about it...
Who is going to be with me forever? Who is the one holding my hand till i'm old?
I hope the person is you~
Maybe i really think too much...I also duno why i behaving this way....I'm going crazy soon...
[Carol]
10:18 PM
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
*靜靜的*
空氣裡躲著什麼 有點浪漫的心動
我偷偷看妳 妳也偷偷看我
世界上多了什麼 好像變得很不同
站在妳身邊 這一切都好寬闊
我還在等著妳 靜靜的愛我
只要有你陪我 靜靜的就足夠
你也在等著我 靜靜的溫柔
就這樣手牽手 靜靜的看著天空
心裡面藏著什麼 你只想要讓我懂
原來我的夢 也就是你的夢?哦
紙條上寫了什麼 我好想要聽你說
讓字字句句 充滿我們的笑容
永遠要記得那天彼此許下的承諾
瞬間點亮的火花 是我們的擁有
靜靜的手牽手 是最簡單的夢
[Carol]
9:41 AM
我是泉的頭號粉絲！
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I so angry~
Angry angry angry....
Why tt stupid person make mi so angry....As if everyone in the family owe him like tt...
Always take us for granted....
I'm so angry wif his attitude now~
Who you think you are!!!!!!
You din contribute to the family and you are not appreciate what you are having now...
What kind of attitude u gave mi juz nw?
Angry angry angry....
I juz dun wan to look at you again~
Argh~~~~~~~~~~
[Carol]
11:05 PM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
*Carol Chow is a grumpy old granny*
Cant really slp now although i woke up early this morning, although i'm tired now...Cos tt stupid Mr Cheng is nt hm yet...
No, i'm nt tt kind of gal who dun allow my bf to go out with his frenz, is juz tt i'm afraid that he will doze off while driving...Cos he is feeling so so sleepy but he still wants to meet his frenz n his bunk mates..Haiz...In e end i nag n nag n nag like a grumpy old granny like tt...hahaha
Had a nitemare last nite...A silly dream which i hope it wont happen... I found tears in my eyes when i woke up...I'm juz so sad in my dream tt i cried n cried...Maybe it juz reflect what my heart is thinking and worrying abt....Nvm i will juz tell myself it juz a dream onli...nth will happened de...Ya i shld tell myself this...
Tml will be another busy day for me...Going to Kimi's 1 month party tml...So fast our dear Kimi is already 1 month old...OMG tt is so so fast lor...I miss her so much...Tml is Long ge's birthday too...Gonna celebrate for him as well....Long time nv see my dear Lynn n Long ge le...
After tt going for superband recording le...Is already semi final 2 and next is the final liao...so fast...tt mean after final we duno when is the next time we will be seeing Niu Nai again...Qi was saying we muz die die send Niu off one time if nt she duno when is the next time we will see him...But who noe he is coming back again? hahahahhaa...Was still chatting wif Liting tt hope we can get the tic this week cos it looks v exciting and interesting lai tt...lol...Anyway we got the tic le yeah~
So fast, weekend is ending again tml le...tt is so fast lor...Haiz...boring monday is coming soon....
[Carol]
12:56 AM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
觸電
風走在我們前面 甩裙擺畫著圓圈
花美得興高采烈 那香味有點陰險
你在我旁邊的旁邊 但影子卻肩碰肩
偷看一眼 你的唇邊
是不是也有笑意明顯
明明是昨天的事情 怎麼今天我還在經歷
一丁點回憶都能驚天又動地
想問個愚蠢問題 我們再這樣下去
你猜會走到哪裡
但請你不要太快揭開還沉默的情話
先讓我多著急一下再終於等到解答
太容易的愛故事就不耐人回味啦
像這樣觸電 就夠我快樂熔化
我們就耐心培養萌芽不要急著開花
反正有長長的日記等我們去填滿它
在被全世界發現以前先愉快裝傻
就這樣觸電 一直甜蜜 觸電直到爆炸
像一年四個季節 都被你變成夏天
我才會在你面前 總是被曬紅了臉
像一百萬個鞦韆 在我心裡面叛變
被你指尖 碰到指尖 我瞬間就被盪到天邊
[Carol]
9:30 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
*Aiyoyo*
The 3 of us are really a batch of KPO girls...
We can chat everything under the sun, always in the same frequency,even pronounce the wrong words in the same way, can duno the chinese for North South East West together, many many many things...N not forgetting we are CHEE NA group of girls who can onli communicate well in Mandarin....
So nice being with them.....i dun mind being always niam by Mr Cheng that i am such a KPO...cos tt is our entertainment...we entertain ourselves...hahahhaha....
Oh ya Gab went Tw ytd le...Went to the southern part of taiwan aka Tai Nan for training...Hahaha we got a hard time to figure Southern part of taiwan actually is Tai Nan....Ok our ang mo is poor...Will help ying to miss gab de...hahahaha but i more looking forward what Gab will bring back from Taiwan. Maybe the Ji Pai Machine or the flour thing...Hahaha....
Anyway, pls tell mi how to polish a pair boots in the fastest time leh...i got a hard time to polish the boots to become shiny shiny bling bling de....Gek sim...i dun care, i will make it shine one day de....Qi and ying pls go think back n tell mi the ways hor...hahahhaha~
Boring monday tml sian....Countdown in msn again...hahahahha~
[Carol]
11:12 PM
我是泉的頭號粉絲！
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Who can be more blur than mi???
Haiz i wonder izzit is time to change my spec or i muz be dreaming when i am sending out the cheque to the vendor....Guess wat? I sent an unsigned cheque out to one of the vendor and today the bank called and told us about it....Oh no why am i so stupid, so silly, so careless, so blur to make such mistake...Is so obvious that whether a cheque is signed or not and i din notice it and happily mailed out le....I wonder how my boss react when she know about this thing....Really v angry wif myself leh...
But the vendor oso silly lah, they go bank in a cheque without a signature de...so funny...Anyway the bank is going to charge us for $30 for this thing...Die lor...Duno my boss will deduct my pay becos of this or nt...Cos my boss is a stingy woman....haiz....Pray hard she wont see this n i doubt she will see this anyway....Is juz whether i will die tml or next week...but no matter wat i will still die...She wont let mi off so easily....Think she will niam mi a while before she let mi off and i cant think of any explanation now...cham lor...can onli keep quiet cos is really my fault....wat to do...accept the punishment ba....Argh~~~~~~~~ So stupid mi~~~~~~~
[Carol]
9:35 PM
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
2 more days to weekend...
Wanted to blog ytd but v tired duno y so didnt...
Ytd was another moody day...Reached office 1st thing was to start to count down how many hours to knock off...All thks to Hanying...I also addicted to count down le...lol...Anyway quite unhappy over a small thing ytd in office...
As usual., gt nth much to do...since i already cut down the frequency of chatting wif my frenz in msn and nth much to do so i sms qi n chit chat wif her....Another thing was she oso nth to do in office....hahahhaa
Den my colleague walked over and tell mi softly that although my position was v good that my boss cant see wat i am doing, she ADVICE mi to stop playing wif my phone and sending sms....I was already v moody and here come such nonsense i was v angry lor...Now think back i oso duno y i so angry...But stupid lor...nth to do liao leh, i cant suft net, i cant play msn, now i cant sms??? To think i already v nice hiding under the table to type my msg lor...is nt that i am guang ming zhen da using the phone in front of everyone leh...Might as well next time ask mi dun spend more than 10 min in toilet, sit still, no chatting wif colleagues,do nth but work work work.....Siao~
I was v fed up till i went to toilet and msg qi and told her abt it...So miserable lor...Hiding in toilet to send a sms....Juz v angry lor...n the people tere are so kpo lor...esp tt stupid boss frm other dept...is none of ur biz wat i am doing lor...come and say mi...kns...is so political in this small office lor...everyone is like suaning each other de lor....including mi this temp gal....okok i shall not be late anymore cos i dun wan to be suan by someone again.....and also dun wan all the people to wait for mi....
I know i v attitude but is v qi si ren de lor.....nvm 1 month more and i am leaving this co le...Luckily ar....I cant wait for the day to come...If nt for the sake of money i wont be staying in this co....Although i know my colleagues treat me v nice like small sister like tt....haiz i still cant wait to leave.........is too luan between the departments...all gt conflicts de......see liao oso sian....
Anyway 2 more days to weekend le...Yippe so happy cos we are going SUPERBAND again!!! so happy...like v long nv go watch superband le....Excited sia...and also someone is gg to bk out soon too...hee hee 2 more days 2 more days......
[Carol]
7:52 PM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
Is a boring Monday today....
As usual, nth much to do in office...Spend my own sweet time to finish the little stuff...i hate the feeling when everyone is busy n you got nothing to do...is terrible when u cant surf net u cant msn when u got nth to do...Oh is not cant, is u muz do it at ur own risk...Who noe next min ur boss is standing behind reading ur msn conversation....I experienced it before le...therefore i muz be extra careful if i wan to msn...
Anyway was spending the whole day chatting wif qi using emails...Hahaha i realise i always emails my frenz and chit chat wif them when i working temp jobs....
Got to declare my major later le...Sian...Jolin was asking whether i had decided to take New Media as one of the major...and she is asking mi whether i had plan my timetable...There is so many things i got to do before school reopen and honestly i dun feel like doing it but bo bian i got to drag myself to start thinking and planning le....Argh~~~~
Feeling moody now...wondering how was hanying in her work place today....Was her 1st day today...think she should be v busy ba...New environment for her...Luckily got fm wif her...think she should be ok de...actually wan to meet her and go home with her today...But i packed the stupid files in the office till i forget everything....hahahahhaa...
Looking fwd to weekends again...My weekends are getting more n more exciting becos of him...Actually no matter where we go, i feel great juz to be with him...ya ya the timing we r together is wrong...But i do hope it is a opportunity for us to become more independent and let mi be a more understanding person like wat ying advice mi....
Wat to do, is nt u n my fault....We got to bear wif it lor....haiz....missing him badly...thinking he may nt be able to book out coming fri i feel so sad....Haiz wat to do....dun worry so much look fwd to coming weekend and pray hard he can book out on friday .....
[Carol]
9:43 PM
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