*老婆的私祕日記*
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Is time to clean up the dust and spider web....
Long long time nv update my blog le.Although my lao po keep asking mi to blog, i still so lazy to write anything. :P
Busy with my school and work these few months, till sometime i totally blank out, duno what am i doing and what's the point of working so hard...Just finished 2 mid term yesterday... I mess them up anyway...Nv feel so insecure, so not confident at all...shit sia...you see what for studying so hard when in e end either
You duno how to do at all,
Manage to do some parts of it,
Actually u know it in your head and you got it right but in e end you change your correct answer to a wrong one,
Someone sitting in front of you cheated...
Yuckz is so shitty...what am i doing all these when in e end e result is still suckz...or when someone only study 1 day before the test or study the notes itself can get better grades than you...Blame it on my stupidity.Argh...
I always tell myself that i must study hard work hard and play hard...This explains why i'm so into my latest hobby: Blading now.But sometime when i think what i had done, i feel so sad...i work hard i study hard but why i din get what i wanted?Aint i hardworking enough? Didnt i put in enough effort?
Oh suckz...there are so many things i need to worry about...Cant we just study and go for exam instead of doing all those projects and term papers? Can i just care nothing but just my school stuff? Can i? I dont wish to be so calculative, esp towards my family.But they always disappoint me.Oh gosh who can tell me what to do next?
[Carol]
12:30 AM
我是泉的頭號粉絲！
